Trying to Push

Like any malaise, sometimes you have to try and push your way out of it.

Of course there is no point in trying when you are too weak. 

My strength has come up a little over the last couple of days and, although I did not have a great start this morning, I am recognising that I have to be bold today.

It was mash at lunchtime and now I am revisiting the Skandishake supplement drink in any attempt to push the calories and strength forward.

I am like anyone else in that I can accept that I am ill and have recently had additional problems, but now I am impatient to get back to a level of functioning that makes life bearable.

I am hoping that my efforts will pay dividends.