When I came out of hospital it took huge resource to get myself up to a point where I was consuming enough calories to function.
Having reached that point there is only so much pleasure that that can be derived from being well enough to sit on a sofa and watch repeats of Top Gear.
The next step has to be to push some more so that I can participate in activities. This means more calories and it is difficult to know how they can be consumed and kept in place, but try I must.
A while back I took some steps to release money from a pension pot into our every day finances. This is something that can be done in my circumstances. The idea was to be able to have the means to enjoy the time that we have as a family but it is only of relevance if my physical shape is good enough to do it.
That money arrives on Monday and I am not in shape but at least I have the focus. That is a good start.
I feel so emotional reading your post.
ReplyDeleteYou are fighting so hard and you deserve so much. I do pray that you will manage to consume more calories and for your respite.
|Hugs all round.
Much love
God Bless you and yours.
MA
Hi Rumps
ReplyDeleteIf dogged persistance and strength of character were Olympic sports you would get the gold!
I can't even begin to tell you how much I hope you succeed in your mission to get those calories on board.
Stick with it, your family must be so proud of you. Just by watching you fight to win this time they must know how much you love them.
Best wishes
Changeling x
I hope this is helpful in some way Rumps. Have a think on it ?
ReplyDeleteCan you create a period of 'space' in time, whereby the family is the only centre of things?
Take the kids out of school for a month (how much would they really, really, miss out on?)
If Kitten works(?), there must be some basis upon which she could also take a month off.
It is well documented that the mind can affect our biology in some ways that are yet undiscovered.
Many people have posted on here that the Docs got it wrong (but the Medics have to cover themselves of course).
Family imo, is much more important than the cause and affects (for instance) of a fractional reserve banking system and the social implications contained therein.
Create the space mate... imho ...
:-)
R.
Hi Swordfish
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The last comment is a very good idea. You could all think of two or three things each that you would really love to do.
Could steriods give you a boost?
Sue x
might i suggest instead of trips to the sofa watch episode after episode of top gear....perhaps a trip down the plug hole to your native land could be exciting...coat red xxx
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