The transfusions seem to have given me a little boost.
I have spent the day in bed but my head feels clear and I feel calm. My appetite is virtually at zero and this is disease related. Through this though there is an air of acceptance and I feel fairly peaceful.
There is a lot of opinion in the comments of posts about healers, but this subject is not so important in the sense that a healer cannot change my physical condition at this stage. The point about the healer was to help bring me peace. The particular man that I had arranged to see is highly sought after and will be calling me next week, something that is unprecedented for him.
What is important is that I am beginning to look forward and am becoming less anxious. I have been through a period where I have gone quite quickly from being still seemingly healthy to very poorly and the rate of change has been difficult to deal with. It is important for me to get on top of that and just accept things as they are.
We are just so delighted to hear that you will get a call next week and that you are becoming less anxious....just wonderful....love to you all as always Lou & Stu xxxx
ReplyDeleteHi Rumps,
ReplyDeleteI admire your strength in dealing with your illness. Keep up the strength. My prayers are with you and your family.
Regards,
HappyGoLucky72
Hi Rumps
ReplyDeleteI think it is wonderful that the healer will call and I agree it is about acheiving that inner peace.
The fact that he will do it says a lot about him and much about you.
Rumps, you are still that graceful reflective man and my hope for you is some calmer waters ahead.
As always, my very best wishes to you and yours
Changeling x
Swordfish
ReplyDeleteI am so pleased that the transfusion has been helpful and that you feel calmer and more peaceful. I sense with my Dad that he is in a calmer state recently. Like you he has been going through a very anxiuos troubled time and unable to sleep.
I hope the healer can bring you even more peace. While I hear what you say about the healer I am still praying for a miracle for you.
You are as ever an inspiration.
I hope your wife and children are feeling ok.
Love Sue xx
Like other readers I continue to be amazed at your strength and dignity.
ReplyDeleteI continue to pray for your peace and needs and for that of your family.
God Bless you all.
MA
I am very happy to hear that you are finding peace, as usual y thoughts are with you Rumps!
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